

dollar is so strong at the moment it only cost me, at more, $10 more dollars than was advertised. That's not right is it?)Īll the prices are in American dollars but since the Aus. (The word "empathy" makes me want to watch horror movies. Hopefully you won't be freaked out and feel some form of empathy.) (This post went very much off the rails, didn't it? Oh well, now you know how much I cry. So if you ever recieve a strange message from me saying something like "Dont die". I get really anxious if I think about it too much.

Probably why I write better than I can speak.Īnyway, back to people dying. Really you just can't find the right words to say what you mean. It actually makes everything worse because you don't want to be crying and other people start to think you are upset when really your not. I don't know if you have ever cried when your frustrated, but it does not help. I cry when I'm sad, very happy, proud and frustrated. I think that if I know what I'm going to do in a case of emergency, I will be less likely to break down and cry. I feel so much more prepared and confident if I have prepared. I think this has a little to do with my need to plan everything. It doesn't help that I have extremely indepth daydreams that often include me trying to imagine what I would do if they were hurt or dead.

I am constantly worried that my best friends will die in horrible accidents and won't know that I love them.
